I am happy happy happy again!
I met my deadlines, i have done all that i can do although i still feel that i haven't.
Left work early and am now chilling in my cool livingroom watching Rob Rainford barbeque stuff. Hehehe i mean when has he NOT bbq stuff! Seriously, every meal he makes is either grilled, smoked or yeah plain old bbq-ed.
I miss Jamie tho, i love when he is in pukka tukka mode. And Nigella, ooohhhhh i worship that goddess! Her recipes are simple and easy to make, even for me. :D
I wanna go out tonight! I wanna just let my inner-bitions go! hehehe
Stress down and just act all gila.
Ehhh... not going bck kb today, just gonna chill here and maybe play sims3 later till my brain turns to mush.
No work tonite! no work tonite!
Dude~~~ my alligator~ my artichoke~ why are u not in the city. When are you coming back? I need you here to act all gila with me and just hang and chill and talk abt random shit that has no particular meaning or just act stupid together. :(
I will msg you and hope u are not asleep stil so that we can make plans for this weekend!

Tapi berat jua rasa hatiku masih... ingau rasa hati tentang anak2 ku. Harap2 durang atu buka hati and tekun belajar dan berusaha untuk big exam starting dis monday! I believe in you guys~ <3
I will always worry about you and will always pray for your success.
Ganbatta ne!

I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happy.
I am not happpu7o[p...... fuck it.

Sigh, i really shud start doing what i preach to my students. I am so lame like that, its no wnder i am not getting anywhere.
Its like, everything i have ever done in my life has been half and half. Like cookies, i will gather up the ingredients, mix the batter, shape the dough on the tray but when it comes to the part where you put it into the oven to bake, i dont. I just leave the tray on the prep table and walk away, starting the whole process all over again. So now, i have a kitchen full of unbaked cookies and i am still making more.
How do i stop??!??!

I lack drive and inspiration. Honestly, dunno wht to do. I am L.A.Z.Y. so very much so.
Plus i fell of the wagon... again.
I will honestly get myself in deeper shit if i dun stop nw.

To be perfectly honest, all i wanna do is just stay in my pyjama's all day everyday, in my bedroom and just surf nonsense on my lappie not even caring that life is just passing me by.

I shud care, i shud!

Urrggghhhhhhhhhh,...............

sigh, its soooo good to be back. It was a good holiday but nothing beats chilling in your own livingroom with internet access. hehehe
it was fun catching up on all the stuff going on since i was away and im happy that my girl thea is happy writing again. het/slash that girl shudnt be silenced. too awesome. :)
i went abit crazy with the spending tho, hehehe but $2000 is not enuf hehehe.
i caught up with my reading which was good, i am truly loving Neil Gaiman at the moment, "The Graveyard Book" is a highly recommended book from me. it is for young adults but i believe that literature, no matter who the target audience is, if its awesome READ IT!! hehehe went crazy buying books too and my body is protesting now cos i had to hand carry them home. ouch..
and clothes! augh, must not forget the clothes! hehehe plus i added on to my anime collection ^^
got one more week of holiday left so i got enuf time to continue chillin and watch my anime before work. sigh...
i dun wanna go back to work yet. hehe
i just spent 4 hours catching up on the news and fics on my friends page and i wasnt disappointed :D my butt hurts but i am happy! plus JaeSu did not disappoint! and HoMin too! hehehe :DDD
i need this happy feeling before i open my credit card bill this month. definitely not looking forward to that *shudders*

Yeah!!! Starting monday effective immediately!
Me n a bunch of friends are going on vacation for a week. I feel excited but also sad at the same time cos within that one week i wont have access to the internet so im gonna miss out on all the updates. :(
But dats ok, cos more for me to read wen i get bck! yea!!!
Hehehe, i just feel relieved cos these past few months at work have been killer and i really really REALLY! need this time off.
I cant wait!

In contrast to my previous post, today was a good day.. hehehe :D
After "work" (i put air quotes cos i spent most of the time watching DBSK vids instead of actual work hehehe) me and a colleague went to have sushi and i tried lobster and alaskan snow crab for the very first time! hehehehe....
I always wanted to try ever since i saw DBSK on Taste vs Taste.
It was haunting me, i was already planning to go to Singapore to try it since it doesnt seem that they have it here but lo and behold! they do!!! hahahahaha!
So eventhough it was uber expensive, it was sooo delicious and good. hehehe :D
I am like Changmin, i luuuurve crab! lol!^^
Then we went to Mall to shop and just walk around hehehe, it was a good day. I had fun. :D
Now i am at home and someone was so awesome and great enough to post up MF links to Bokur a no Ongaku the full show! Yea!!
I am currently downloading it, i already downloaded the softsubs from pinkulemon and i dun wanna waste her efforts. I believe it must take a lot, A LOT, of hours to upload and create the subs and she was even gracious enuff to share them with us fans for free. Amazing, those fans who spend so much time and effort to upload HQ vids or any other vids for all the other fans are just awesome in my book. Totally and i dunno how to express how much i appreciate them for doing it too.
Hontouni Arigatou gozaimasu!
Kamsahamnida!

Hehehehe, ok. Let it end here on a good note. :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fucking HATE sendspace and megaupload rite now!!
All i wanna do i create an upgrade for "faster and better" downloads but noooo, my credit card is not authorised!
Fuck it!! How the hell can it not be authorised? i can order from yesasia and amazon, why not an upgrade?
UrrrgghhH! Fuck it! just fuck it!
Apparently my patience CAN run out!
Its times like this where i just wanna enjoy my holidays u know and i cant! cos the stupid shit wont work!
And i wonder if i shud take up smoking. urrggh!!!
*bangs head on keyboard*

I, silly girl that i am, have just learned how to use the "Memories" option here at LJ.

I know, im pretty slow on the uptake but i was excited and i tot "Wow, what a great way to store my most fav, emo-impacting fics !"  for future reading. ^^

And i recently check my "memories" and i was kinda shocked at what i saw!
I have over 80+ entries for HoMin and like only 20+ for JaeSu!
My OTP 1 is losing soooo very badly to my OTP 2!!

How the heck did that happen?!? (0_o")

So very, very strange... 
Now i am on a quest to gather all the most memorable JaeSu fics out there that i KNOW i have not mem-ed yet and start collecting them! I'm on a quest i tell u! A QUEST!

Right...
Now i will start on this quest as soon as my body temperature decreases, my nose functions properly and i stop sounding like a bad rockstar whose voice has seen better live shows and after parties.

Sigh, i just know that dream about me being a mermaid who can't breathe under water will come back to haunt me. If not tonight, then tomorrow... Definitely tomorrow.

 

But look wat my "totally awesome" sis (as she quoted herself, XD) gave me for my birthday!!
Hehehehe, i love it. <3

( Check it! >> )

Coolies~!!!

Tagged by  </b></a>a1y_puff
Dude!! This is my first time doing this, XD.

The RULES:
a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag six people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.


1. What type of food do you like most?
I like all kind except sour. My tongue can't process that.

2. How do you style your hair?
My hair is short, i just cut it. Um, it sorta just styles itself LOL!

3. What is making you happy right now?
The Maltesers that i am eating and reading all the lovely fics from all my fandoms.

4. What are you currently reading?
A Little Black Dress book. (Havent gotten to the fics yet!)

5. Do you need music to study/write?
Yes, its an old habit. Helps me concentrate, the silence freaks me out. LOL!

6. What was the last book you read?
P/S I love You.

7. When was your first sleepover?
At my good friends house, a couple of us were there, being crazy and playing scary video games till 3am. Good times, good times...

8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
Not on real ppl! :P

9. What is your favorite movie genre?
Comedy, definitely comedy with a little romance and drama. But definitely comedy.

10. What was the last thing you ate today?
Maltesers chocolate. (still eating it! XD)

11. What’s your morning routine?
My sleeping habits are screwed up at the mo, but morning always the same. Wake up, brush my teeth, do my business, if can pray, pray, make my bed, then i shower, if workday i get ready for work. If it wasnt a workday i wud only emerge from my room at around noon or not at all. heh heh

12. What websites do you visit daily?
Hotmail, Facebook, LiveJournal and YouTube.

13.What kind of relationship do you want?
A comfortable one, where he understands my pervy side and gets my jokes. Where he doenst judge me by my looks, or that i still watch anime and toons and read manga. He doesnt have to be mushy all the time but i dont mind if he shows me in little ways that he cherishes me. And he has to be ok with my family. We all nuts but i love my family cos of our uniqueness.

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Japanese, korean, mandarin and thai. Maybe french, spanish and arabic too. Going for Jap and Kor lesson in '09 tho so thats a quarter of the list done! LOL!

15. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?
The one time i was sick with fever and flu. Of course i had trouble breathing so had to breathe thru my mouth. I dreamt that i was a mermaid in this ancient like town but i couldnt breathe under water! LOL! I remember waking up upset cos the one time i dream i was a mermaid, i couldnt even enjoy it!

16. What are you daydreaming about right now?
To be able to go on a vacation with my good frens. Spend New Years with them doing crazy shit and stuff. Make memories.

17. Who are you current favourite artistes?
I am gonna assume artist as in singers. DBSK and Big Bang.

18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
Singapore, or KL. As long as there is a Kinokuniya, i'm there. XD

19. When was your first crush?
When i was in grade 8 i think, he was in grade 11.

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
</a>a1y_puff  is one of my most fav writers in the TeFu fandom! I love her interpretation of TeFu, makes me love them more and more!
Very talented and sounds like a really fun, sweet and nice person! My new friend, :D  Thank u for adding me!

I am not gonna tag anyone! Sorry dude..

Wah, three weeks holiday is up and now work has started all over again. Sigh...
Well it wasn't all bad. I got to see my kawaii peeps and colleagues who never fail to make me laugh, XD.
I did come across some DAMN hilarious videos on youtube that my sis introduced to me tho.
Hahhahahaha... i laugh like crazy just thinking about it. I'm gonna watch it again!
But i dun wanna be selfish so i put here a few clips so those who hve added me can watch too!
Enjoy dudes!

Mapples at Midnight:



Fred Stalks Judy:




ENJOY THE LAUGHTER FEST!!

That last yell-out sounded like an oxy-moron. Heh heh, oxy-moron...

I am chilling at the mo at my bestfriends place. Just chilaxing and doing nothing much, But apparently i got dis mild rash on the side of my face due to my glasses. Turns out i am allergic to certain metals but the good thing is i can buy a new pair of frames! Hehehe, there is this pair of Levi's frames that i have my eye on. Hmmm,,,, maybe i will buy those Ray Bans i was eyeing too.. hmmm....

Nothing much on the fiction side. Havent been updating or writing much since the muse bug isnt biting. Inspiration hasn't struck so Shuu and Yumi gotta wait awhile.

Well, thats about it. Hopefully i have something productive to show next time.

I finally did it!
I finished my Shuu/Yumi fic!!!
Yea me!
Hehehe, i don't know if its any good but i hope that whether you like it or not just give me an honest comment. I can take it.

Title: When You're Gone
Author: Liyana
Pairing: Shuuhei/Yumichika
Rating: PG-13
Summery: Never know who you're missing until one day, they are gone...

Okay, let me know what you think!

Liyana

I am so out of it nowadays.
I haven't done any proper work in weeks. And it's all because of DBSK. Ahhh.....
I'm so hooked up on those guys that everytime i go online i google them. And watch videos of them for hours on youtube. And still i cant get enough!
At the moment i am trying to get their 3rd live concert DVD cos it was soooo freakin' awesome and my crdt card has problems so its a setback for me but im still not stopping! I want it soo freakin' much!!
Damn....
I have ignored all my fandoms and all my fanfics are on hiatus becos of these boys are a constant on my mind!
Help me... someone help me....
I am too old to be a fangirl!
I miss tezuka and fuji! I miss Heero and Duo! I miss Sess and Rin! I miss Shuuhei and Yumi-chan! I miss Renji and Byakuya! I miss Sanada and Atobe!
You guys get where im going with this rite? I miss my boys! and my girls! I have no inspiration to write at all! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOHOSHINKI!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant get them outta my mind!!!!

Taskette kudasai!!!!! Onegaishimasu!!!!

Wow, two posts in the span of two days!

Hehehe, that is a lot coming from me. Anyway, i wrote a Prince of Tennis fiction that popped up in my head while i was feeling down yesterday but it is not a tragic story.
The pairings are obvious so i don't really have to mention them.
I don't think that it is my best work though so bear with me and if you do wanna comment, just hit me with you best shot! I won't die from a harsh review, at least i hope i don't hehehe. The link is below, i hope you enjoy!


Link: Spaces Between


Regards

Liyana

My head hurts,

I got too much going on at the moment. Student's mid-year exams are coming and i just found out yesterday that i havent covered all the topics that are going to come out in the paper ( I teach 7th grade maths btw) and so with two weeks left i've little time to do much and im hoping against hope that i have the time to do some useful revision with the students.

Speaking of the students... well, lets just say that they try my patience. I am by nature a very, very, VERY patient person and these kids are really really pissing me off! Its as if they don't care for their futures, like its sooo easy to find work nowadays. They've got thick skulls and stuffed ears! Refusing to listen, refusing to grow-up, refusing to try.. i dunno eh, all i know is that i'm tired and sick of it!

My body hurts,

I think i'm coming down with something, my nose is blocked, i feel somewhat light-headed and my body feels warmer than usual. Hmm... Duh! hehehe im getting sick! or a cold, or the flu. Whichever comes first heheheh..

My Heart hurts,

I am not a cold-hearted b%tch, i am not! but my students don't know that i worry about them, i tell them but they don't seem to want to believe me. I am a teacher, if these kids act like this in my class, during my lesson, what the hell does that say about me? Doesnt that show that im not good at my job? that i lack the ability to inspire? that i suck? I dunno what to do... i heart hurts really bad. Sometimes i cry without tears. I dunt want the tears to fall. Somehow, to me that means i have given up, that there is no hope. I dun wanna think that, they're good kids. They just need serious brainwashing and an attitude adjustment.

I guess its partly my fault, i cant seem to conjure up any inspiration for them. I've lost the ability to inspire myself. Sigh.... i need a smoke.
And im so tired, so very, very tired.


Liyana