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22 June 2010 @ 02:02 pm
2010, Good year or Bad year?  
I have lost most hope that as the next year comes along, it won't be as crappy as the previous year. I was so very, very wrong...

This year started out normally but gradually became more and more stressful. And it's all becos of my work, well mostly.
I am a teacher. I dun hate my job, and its not even the classroom situation thats bringing me down. Its the admin work.
In addition to being an educational officer (fancy title for teacher, kekeke) I am also in the Examinations Department in charge for Yr 10, I am the level coordinator for Yr 8 Mathematics, I am the assistant to the level coordinator of the volleyball club and I am Head of the Gulintangan club (traditional music).
I teach two levels and i can;t seem to finish anything. Now with the new term, I have already got 4 deadlines pending and a Gulintangan performance for our school's CCA Open Day to worry about.

I actually got called twice to the principal's office for tardiness. I dunno, the motivation and discipline in me is fading. I think it started in march, when my granpa passed away. That was surreal.
The day before he passed away, he actually accompanied my mom and sisters and me to the airport to send us off. The next morning my dad called and told us the news and we booked a flight straight back home. We didn't make it in time to see him before they buried him... My sisters were in shock for 3 days i think, they kept crying at random times. I dunno if i have fully mourned him tho, I dunno...

Plus DBSK having problems, but I am still hanging on to them! They have given me more than i cud ask for and i am not gonna lose faith in them! They make the stress in the my life a bit more bearable.

My family are my rock. I dunno what kinda shit i'd be in if they weren't there for me. :D

Ok, enough ranting for now.

Gotta start being more productive, hehehehe.
Current Location: Workplace
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: Bad Woman - FT Island
थियाpacificrims on June 22nd, 2010 05:20 pm (UTC)
More than anything, I wish people would still keep writing for DBSK. T_T I'm still very much into fandom. It's unfortunate that so many good writers are purposely staying away. :(

School is stressful, my mom is my rock, basically I understand you. *hugs*

2010 isn't done yet, so pssh. :P
Yunho's Honey Funny Bunnykuro_wolf on June 23rd, 2010 05:22 am (UTC)
I know... when the news first came out I noticed a few writers that I usually follow have gone missing. I am glad for the ones that stayed tho cos in all honesty I was never really a fan of any one music group as I am with DBSK. My first fandom.

Thank you dude, :D. My mom is my boulder as well. She's kinda gone into this cleaning freak cos she's retired now and that all she does at home. kekeke

That's the sad part that 2010 isn't done yet. But I am gonna *try* to keep a positive outlook.